Religion of peace

Why then hate my religion?
Why then hate how I pray?
Why then hate my name
Why then hate how I bow down and pray ?
Why do you hate the way I call God ?
Why does my religion disgust you?
What has my religion done ?
I great you in the name of Allah
How you want to be greated
I stay in peace with people of your religion
We greet each other each and every Morning
Each and every morning as they pray
I don't complain
For asleep I am
Every moment they call out
Am there
Sometimes I remind my neighborhood who is of your religion
They thank me sometimes
What then do I do
To change you
If it is Zakaa sometimes I offer
Yet am not of your religion
Allah said he is to be worshipped
We worship him too
Why then do you say
That we worship other gods?
He is same
But different names
For we are of different cultures
We are one people
Created by him
He who is above all
He who created heaven and earth
The most high
He who is Allah
He who is God the Almighty

Don't hate me pliz
Because of my religion
Please love me for we are human
Humanity is one
That is our religion
God is our creater

Waiting

Do whatsoever you wish
The sun shall set
And it will raise
But not in the east
Nor from the west to the East
Taste the taste of happiness now
Feel the joy of the sun like a cow
Do what you want and let people say wow
How
That I don't know
Like how you don't know
How it feels
To look at the watch
Seconds passing
Minutes vanishing
Hours changing
Waiting
Perhaps for a call
But it seems a wish
I wish wishes were horses
That then is another wish
Never shall it happen
Like a serpent
Buying flowers
Like a demon
Listening to your cry
Like a guardian angel
Letting you burn
Trouble oooh go away
Then how do I stay
Clear without fear
Hear without fear
I will then hear
Walking of thy feet
I will have fit
In a box cabin
Already Stubbed
Sweetness shall remain
Nothing will have left
Well all will be right
And I stop to write
For my watch will have fallen
And I will wait no more
Perhaps I will be locked
Chained
Shackled
Caged
Now It's a new page
A new age
Of error
Yes, terror
Rage
Like a hurt animal
Waiting for his feeds
The end may be filled with mist
Moistened air
Yes now fair
The air is cold
And my look;hot

Pssst Wait am not done
Am waiting for my pain and pen refill with ink

Waiting......

I just miss you

If it's a song I will sing
If it's a crown I will crown u
Perhaps let the validity of this reality remain to be truth
Let me assemble all the ink in my drawer
Let it drip drop by drop
For I want it to build hope
I won't stop scribbling for you
For you make me another being
I feel then I should sing
But then I can't
I feel I should hold you
But you are far
I feel I would bite you neck
But for heavens sake
You ain't here
I fear
That the more you are further
The more I miss you
And the more I miss you
The more I want you bad

Should I go find a genie
For I will make one wish
Always to be with you
Or maybe become a prince for you are a princes
But then am not Aladin?

What then do I do?

The only thing that remains is me to stare at these photos of you that you don't know I have and imagine you were here.

The skies may be heavy

Desperation
You may say
But reality remains ain't
Promices overshadowed
By pride
Seen and unseen
Cheap lies
Thinking out the unthinkable
I am caple
Able and stable
Perhaps I just needed to gamble
With the unknown
Personality
Yet I intend nothing more
But to hear some more
Slow I go
Never
The strength of the cry says
Pay me a dollar
A penny too can do
No clue???
Yes it's you
You who has no clue
Should the clouds shout with rain
Or the sky cry with thunder
Perhaps even lighting
That is just an awakening call
The sky wants to cry
The clouds are heavy
It will rain heavy
Thunder will strike
Hard like never before
For something is wrong
Rain maker
come and calm the clouds
Come and hold them for a moment
Then I will have a moment of silence
With the gods
Venus perhaps
Or even Zeus
Speak if you want
That is my wish
If the genie hears
Then I will be happy
You want to stay Silent
I too know silent
Busy I will be
Like a bee shall I be
Cause I mimic you
You who is the bee
Smart One
I was just dreaming
That's the mistake I made
Right?
Are dreams Valid?
If I ask Lupita
She will say yes
If I ask my mother
She will say keep dreaming boy
Who are you?
My mother or Lupita?

First time

It hurts my mind
Ooh! I just don't mind
Touch every part of me
That's what saturated the skies
I never felt shy
To do what she seeked
Never to ask why
For to me it was a commandment
Like a dream come true
Never shall 'it' turn blue
Though I thought it will turn from blue
For nothing I know what to do
Like an eclipse before the moon shone
My dream would disapper
For I know nothing to do
My first time now came
And i was not just the same
I don't know who to blame
For I know nothing to do

Pain of pleasure

I hear her whine in great pain
Pain that is of great pleasure
Each time i increase the pressure
She holds me tight for It's her leisure
Swish! Like a basketball
Then she shouts as if i made a score
Again she says, " I need some more "
Out when it goes and she smiles

Holding on

I hold on for that long breath
A cry may come out of the blues
With much of thy ego
I wish I would go
A bitter cry of my heart
Eaching each and every moment
It surely hurts
A chemistry that pre-existed
Lost by evaporating sorrow
Crystalled by unable dreams
Resting on broken pieces of glasses
Shackled by unbreakable chains
Chained not to move any step
I have to do what I am able
What my heart can hold
What it can carry without pain
That is what shall be of gain
Words that pump my blood
Yet they slay me like a sword
Don't say I don't know
For I lived the unknown
I go down low
For know the truth I know
Over is my time to glow

Sun Birth

The sun birth is time of smile
With the swaying of the trees
And melodies singing of the birds
Words from the leaves
As they are blown by the wind
Rythmaticaly dance their move
Without any better word and cry
A bright day comes to sight
Yesterday packed its bags and went away
The new day awaits like a gladiator in the arena
The day then comes in its place seated
Whereas the future asks, "can i stay innocent "

Untold Whisper

One day after the whisper
nothing come to the mind
But her voice that whispered back
Clinging on the thought not to disappear
For the whisper brighted me up
The whisper brought me a smile
The whisper made me fable
Not to think not to blink
But to smile and say, "I am able"
The whisper is like a wink
I just hope and hope I will be stable
For the whisper; makes me not sleep a wink
A soothsayer may know better
Only a crystal-ball can tell
For me it's to predict
Forsaking myself will is hard
By doubts, confused, divided, unwilling
Only because of the untold whisper.

Dirty

Dirty minds day in and day out
All through the seasons
Whether sun Whether rain
It doesn't depend on the weather
It's heavy as a feather
But unbroken like diamond
Each and every idea
Can cause much fear
Ebony black
Black and dark
Thats the only mark
Of the dirty mind

Things Changed

I want you off my Mind
But then I realise
That you are a thought that I can't avoid
All b a void If I do
Empty indeed
I want you
Need you
Indeed
so bad
Since the last time
The thought of your kisses linger in my brain
You left me with pain
you will go and I will stay
Will I gain
Yes perhaps

sweet and romantic memories of  you
Your smile written vividly on the sculp of my brain
You is who you will remain
Your sexy eyes
Those indeed will remain
That body
Daim how you whine when i kiss you on the neck
Perhaps I should Have given you a peck
Or not
Or nothing at all
Now things are different
Coz of that one day
That night
That night we walked and held hands
Under the moonlight
Changed everything

Hide N Seek

Hide and seek
We play
Like babies
Big babies
I feel you have hidden
And I seek to find you
Undecided
Fear folds in me
Thus I say whisper my name
From where you hide from
For this now is a hard game
I will find you if whisper
You voice I will find
Whispher for
I can't find you
Where are you?
In the shadows
It's hard to see
In the dark
It's hard to see
Where are you?
I fear
Please my dear come out
Out of these shadows
Out of these darkness
Where are you?
Come out of your hiding ground
I seek to find you.

Loner

All alone
A child crying
But tears so dry
Why
He is a loner
No one close to him
All he loves lost
Lost by unknown reasons
Perhaps It's change of weather. So, cold like winter
Temperature around so hot like summer
Emotions mixed
Like a chemical reaction
What now is the action
Is it a movie role
Perhaps it's fiction
But all is real
For the heart feels real
They killed his inner being
Loner

Talk to me please

Ssssssh! Listen
Listen! Listen to the silence
So loud
So loud that it can kill a being
The silence that can impregnate emotions
Mixed emotions that impregnate confusion
Confusion that impregnate thoughts
Thoughts that run miles in the brain
Now the brain in drain
Draining the emptiness in me
Selfless
Or Maybe Selfish
The feeling in within
Perhaps the reason of silence
Maybe doubt
Yes, doubt
Perhaps it is doubt
I know it is doubt
But the silence is too loud
One that makes one not proud
Perhaps ain't doubt
It may
The thought makes me strain
My brain in pain
For am thinking
Why the silence?
What is wrong?
What have I done wrong?
Why that look?
Should I go
Should I stay
Why the silence?
It's killing me
Trust me! My death is near
I feel the Angel of death is here.

Talk to me

....

I saw an opportunity
Then the opportunity that I saw saw me coming
Now things become different
At first I thought everthing will flow
Smooth like Mississippi waters into the Pacific
Smooth like Nile waters
Smooth like a basketball into the basket without touching the rim
I thought all will be smooth but then i was smoothened like a smoothie
A smile at first
A giggle followed
But a cry was the end product.
Producing cries loud that can saturate the skies is a crime for a man
Holding this cries from in within is the option
This now is the new caption. Of the feelings in my heart.
They hurt
But all in all I did it to myself
For we all know affairs of the heart hurt  ...Right

Perhaps now i talk of opportunity
It knocks once
You waste it
It is gone
Then you will be torn
Till your heart
Till you fill hurt

Rip me apart
For my body part,
I feel nomore
Filled with fear
For the end was clear
I will nolonger call you dear
For it was clear
You and your peer
Never so me here
I was never there
I was told there was no war
So i was a lost soldier
Fighting no war
It seems I was dreaming
Dreaming about a war
A war that was never there.
Fair Right ?
that I go back home
Back now I go

Is it Right

Everyday I write
Well right I write
But it doesn't feel right
That I write, right?

I carry my emotions by my right
Hoping you will walk by my right
But yet you i can't get on sight
Perhaps I fight
Fight with deep deep emotions, right?

Or maybe it is my height
Or maybe  my eye sight
Or is it that am not white
Or rather light
Tell me why you don't want to be on my right
Is it right?

Is it right we be friends
Is it right we smile and be happy yet the end you just call me friend
I want that to end
We take what we have to a different bend
Perhaps a different end
Is it right that we remain into liking each other
Or shall it end like a fairy,were I be the father
And you be the mother
The other be our sibling
I don't know what to say but Perhaps i pray you the prey i take away
You I want to be with
not just as a friend
But something better,
finer.
I want us to be what you are avoiding.
Perhaps the liking should grow
To something everybody says wow.

Is it right we just be friends?

An open letter to Yee Thee Stranger.

Dear Stranger,

This is a letter to you. A letter that i don't want you to find. maybe later is when you find this letter. It is better that i spit all out cause by the end of the letter you may want to go out ,with me.
Perhaps it is an awakening call that calls me to talk to you through pen and paper. Or maybe just that you are leaving and I might not see you again. It's through my words I say my emotions out fully. Through this paper is where I believe some may call me a fool. Let me be a fool only because of you stranger. Perhaps let me face the danger yee stranger. Would i start by how much i like you or how we met.
The beginning is me to choose. And i choose to say first time i saw you, it was as if u were cutting me with a saw. Your words gave me a blow,for the sweetness in your words carried a venom that was killing me slowly. I worried i may not utter a word but at the end I uttered Hi back to you.Then at the back i sat listening to your voice. So sweet, so sexy ,so cute.Did i mention you too were sexy, you would think the angels had planed to sent one of their own to tore me apart. Angel.
Before i forget i never mentioned how your eyes looked. Stunning with beauty. To me i would write a story to them, for they seemed to like it when i say stories to them. They blink in slomo as i talk to them, they seem to respond to every word i say. Each day that I see them dear stranger my mind looses a bit and i feel a bit confused. Though i don't mind because you are in my mind. Let it be you who confuses me than alcohol in my brain.

Dear Stranger before I forget last night under the moonlight with the swaying of the leaves beside the stream in the centre of the trees,perhaps the mini forest  We were free.Free from the world's mayhem, free from eyes of the eagles, free from the shouting crows, free from them all... All alone Stranger we spent time.Held hands,walked and strolled. Then how your eyes were in the dark. Sparkling more than the sun perhaps the stars. A ray illuminating direct into me. you Smiled as you looked down.
Were you shy?

Then the better part came dear Stranger.
I had always wanted to kiss those lips. Slowly we kissed. Those lips Daim!!! sweet More than berry. Perhaps cherry. Soft they were. I think am under a spell for all I do is think about them all day. How soft they are as they are on my lips. All night I will kiss them if you let me.

Stranger you are a kisser. A good kisser. Please stranger tell me when do I kiss you again. Perhaps its the way you kiss makes me go to a place further. That's why I say you are a stranger for I don't know you anymore for you made me insane with the kisses. I think of you all day.

Stranger what do I do? Stop thinking! That I can't avoid for all be a void; Empty.

Yours Faithfully

Secret Lover.

Shy I am thats why am not texting

She makes me feel shy
Unconfortable
Maybe unable
Am just misserable
The feeling is unstoppable

She is just humble
That's why i stamble
I now not gamble
For al b terrible
Her eyes makes me feel alive again
Yet they get me off guard
again am a confused being
A living being
Dead walking
Stupid man talking
Because the feeling is unbearable

Sunshine enlighten the darkness in me
Am unable to stop thinking
Not for a moment
Dawn to dusk
You are my Sunshine AND don't ask Y.

THE DELIVERY OF THE PREGNANT EYE

My eyes are pregnant
Labour pain it is
It pains me
The baby is to be delivered
normaly but it's not normal
It is coming I shout
Nursing me is my conscience
Struggling to let the new born out
Yet refusing is the new born
My labour now has been for two hours
pain
pain and more pain
Nurse help me
I don't know how to push
For to push is hard
To push is painful
Nursing me is my conscience
It shouts aloud
Sweating is the pregnant eye
yet sweat trickling in within
the pain of giving birth
push
i try
push
I try harder
push
I try even more harder
then i realise nothing comes out
two hour of labour
the new born never came out
it died in within
died
the little baby
I was to name the baby Tears
now my Tears has died