First time

It hurts my mind
Ooh! I just don't mind
Touch every part of me
That's what saturated the skies
I never felt shy
To do what she seeked
Never to ask why
For to me it was a commandment
Like a dream come true
Never shall 'it' turn blue
Though I thought it will turn from blue
For nothing I know what to do
Like an eclipse before the moon shone
My dream would disapper
For I know nothing to do
My first time now came
And i was not just the same
I don't know who to blame
For I know nothing to do

Pain of pleasure

I hear her whine in great pain
Pain that is of great pleasure
Each time i increase the pressure
She holds me tight for It's her leisure
Swish! Like a basketball
Then she shouts as if i made a score
Again she says, " I need some more "
Out when it goes and she smiles

Holding on

I hold on for that long breath
A cry may come out of the blues
With much of thy ego
I wish I would go
A bitter cry of my heart
Eaching each and every moment
It surely hurts
A chemistry that pre-existed
Lost by evaporating sorrow
Crystalled by unable dreams
Resting on broken pieces of glasses
Shackled by unbreakable chains
Chained not to move any step
I have to do what I am able
What my heart can hold
What it can carry without pain
That is what shall be of gain
Words that pump my blood
Yet they slay me like a sword
Don't say I don't know
For I lived the unknown
I go down low
For know the truth I know
Over is my time to glow

Sun Birth

The sun birth is time of smile
With the swaying of the trees
And melodies singing of the birds
Words from the leaves
As they are blown by the wind
Rythmaticaly dance their move
Without any better word and cry
A bright day comes to sight
Yesterday packed its bags and went away
The new day awaits like a gladiator in the arena
The day then comes in its place seated
Whereas the future asks, "can i stay innocent "

Untold Whisper

One day after the whisper
nothing come to the mind
But her voice that whispered back
Clinging on the thought not to disappear
For the whisper brighted me up
The whisper brought me a smile
The whisper made me fable
Not to think not to blink
But to smile and say, "I am able"
The whisper is like a wink
I just hope and hope I will be stable
For the whisper; makes me not sleep a wink
A soothsayer may know better
Only a crystal-ball can tell
For me it's to predict
Forsaking myself will is hard
By doubts, confused, divided, unwilling
Only because of the untold whisper.

Dirty

Dirty minds day in and day out
All through the seasons
Whether sun Whether rain
It doesn't depend on the weather
It's heavy as a feather
But unbroken like diamond
Each and every idea
Can cause much fear
Ebony black
Black and dark
Thats the only mark
Of the dirty mind

Things Changed

I want you off my Mind
But then I realise
That you are a thought that I can't avoid
All b a void If I do
Empty indeed
I want you
Need you
Indeed
so bad
Since the last time
The thought of your kisses linger in my brain
You left me with pain
you will go and I will stay
Will I gain
Yes perhaps

sweet and romantic memories of  you
Your smile written vividly on the sculp of my brain
You is who you will remain
Your sexy eyes
Those indeed will remain
That body
Daim how you whine when i kiss you on the neck
Perhaps I should Have given you a peck
Or not
Or nothing at all
Now things are different
Coz of that one day
That night
That night we walked and held hands
Under the moonlight
Changed everything

Hide N Seek

Hide and seek
We play
Like babies
Big babies
I feel you have hidden
And I seek to find you
Undecided
Fear folds in me
Thus I say whisper my name
From where you hide from
For this now is a hard game
I will find you if whisper
You voice I will find
Whispher for
I can't find you
Where are you?
In the shadows
It's hard to see
In the dark
It's hard to see
Where are you?
I fear
Please my dear come out
Out of these shadows
Out of these darkness
Where are you?
Come out of your hiding ground
I seek to find you.

Loner

All alone
A child crying
But tears so dry
Why
He is a loner
No one close to him
All he loves lost
Lost by unknown reasons
Perhaps It's change of weather. So, cold like winter
Temperature around so hot like summer
Emotions mixed
Like a chemical reaction
What now is the action
Is it a movie role
Perhaps it's fiction
But all is real
For the heart feels real
They killed his inner being
Loner

Talk to me please

Ssssssh! Listen
Listen! Listen to the silence
So loud
So loud that it can kill a being
The silence that can impregnate emotions
Mixed emotions that impregnate confusion
Confusion that impregnate thoughts
Thoughts that run miles in the brain
Now the brain in drain
Draining the emptiness in me
Selfless
Or Maybe Selfish
The feeling in within
Perhaps the reason of silence
Maybe doubt
Yes, doubt
Perhaps it is doubt
I know it is doubt
But the silence is too loud
One that makes one not proud
Perhaps ain't doubt
It may
The thought makes me strain
My brain in pain
For am thinking
Why the silence?
What is wrong?
What have I done wrong?
Why that look?
Should I go
Should I stay
Why the silence?
It's killing me
Trust me! My death is near
I feel the Angel of death is here.

Talk to me