Dead yet Alive

Dead Yet so alive
A parades that is hell
A slave of my own freedom
A slave in freedom
Chained and shackled
Doomed
Shackled and doomed

I am suffering
Hoping to see a saviour
Salvation I seek
For I feel sick
A sensention so sentimental
It all lingers in my mental mentality
that I can't avoid
My mind is now a void..

So weak
So sick
Pain at it's peak
I can't pick
What can't be picked

I take a breathe
But the breathe won't help
It's like adding more pain
For I feel am breathing no gas
I have foreseen
What was seen
For this is a sin
Not done by me
Close to the original sin

I am living a lie
Everybody should avoid me
Don't ask Me why
Then should I sit and cry

It's like being captured on claws
Punished by local laws
Throw, dumped in a dumpster
I look at my star
I see failure, i am unlucky
So unlucy

My blood poisoned
More of a snake poison, fang
My breath weak, Till the lung
I seem so young
But I am hopeless
Dead Yet alive
Shall I survive
Shall I stay alive
For I am being punished by a sin
A sin not committed by me

Will I win
This game of life?
Perhaps not
I fight, struggle to survive
I strive
I am weak and sick
I am dead yet alive...